And like...
I've never even had a boyfriend yet.
But I have felt like a reject so many times.
You know... It really sucks when your crush chooses TWO of your best friends over you.
Ahhh yes I feel like a loser right now.
And a bit pathetic.
And... Ugly. But i never say that to my friends coz I know, by instinct they will go into, 'nawww... You aren't ugly! You're beautiful! Heart heart'.
Which i would too, to any friend.
But... yeah i don't know.
Like I don't mind being average...
Up until I'm rejected by the same person twice.
Guys can be so... Stupid.
And superficial.
Haloman is right, some do need to be run over by a bus.
Sometimes I wonder that all my 'trying not to superficial-ness' will fail and no guy will ever like me. And then I try to tell myself... Pffft I don't care...
But I do.
Whatever happened to beauty is in the eye of the beholder?
*Sighs in wallowing self pity*
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...
...
Awkward silence.
Oh yeah, coz when you are a teen, that rule doesn't seem to exist.
Beauty is in the magazines and whatever guys think is 'hot', which happens to be mediterranean tanned skin, curves and big eyes.
What if...
No one grows up.
What if no one realises that outside of that description, beauty may exist?
One thousand and one cats, here I come. ;)
Nahh honestly, I think I am beautiful. As everyone should. It's just too bad for me AT THE MOMENT that my inside shines a lot brighter that my outside. Which I must prefer them to. :)
But one day, hopefully...
Someone will realise that inside stays forever, outside fades away.
So remember that, girls, next time you look in the mirror.
No one is ugly.
Some people just happen to be rotten on the inside though. ;) think of ripe fruits.. But once you take a bite, the inside is spoilt. Ahhh that sounded a bit dodgy LOL.
Anyway... Rotten cored apples.
And those people are the ones who get the absolute hotties of life... Who are just as rotten as they are.
But then you get the innocent caring beauties, like everyone on my poster. :)
Who understand that when people are rotten on the inside, they aren't worth it.
Too bad it took me this long to realise that. :)
I want to fall in love slowly, not get whipped on every hottie I meet.
Slow and steady wins the race.. As haloman would know. ;)
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ReplyDeleteI just want to get something straight. And Izzletay you are so beautiful. The other day, in class i was looking at you (not in a phedo way) and it struck me just how beautiful you are. You might not see it, but you are absolutely gorgeous. This is no friend speech which people have to say. I am being completely honest. Not only are you beautiful on the outside, but on the inside too and that is even more important, because in the end, it will be the inside that counts the most. You'll see. Now i want you to go and look into the mirror and come up with 20 things that is awesome about you.
...because that is what you are...
AWESOME.
yes.
u.
r.
I love you heaps Izzletay....
:)
<3 danielaaa.xo
Nawwwww daniela :)
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely heartwarming speech that simply proves yur inner beauty as well as your outer beauty. :)
You too, miss heart, are beautiful, gorgeous and fabulous inside and out. <3
When people compliment others, they shine even greater. :)
Yur a star ;) i love you
Xoxxoxxo