being noticed. ;)

Ahhhhahaaahaaaaa....

Have you wondered what other people think about you?
It's funny how out of perspective I get after not even a month of school. ;)

You ignore and walk away...
But in your mind you are looking over your shoulder for the general public opinion of you.

Pffft pfft...
I don't care, I tell myself.

B*tches will be b*tches till the end of time.
But what I need to do now is focus on school and not care what others think.

I just sometimes contemplate...
What if I did care?

If I did care,
I wouldn't dress up as a big yellow mascot every year for the past four years.
If I did care,
I wouldn't sit by myself in english when the teacher offers to let me make a three with my friends.
If I did care,
I'd be a typical c*ke-faced sl*tty b*tch who concentrates more on how many likes she gets on her revealing facebook pictures than whether she will have a future besides night-clubbing in 2012.

However...
There is always that however.
I can't help but be aware of the giggles.
And they pull at your confidence just that tiniest fraction.

It's not a nice feeling to have people laughing at you "behind your back".

But the next day, I see the same crowd bagging someone else like me.
Then the next day, they are sniggering at someone from their own group.
Or loudly b*tching about their supposed best friend who they are only pretending to be friends with...
'out of sympathy.'
How stupid is that?
That's two-faced. You're not being sympathetic, you're just cowardly as custard.
Yellow
Runny
Custard.

So yes, that was another cross analysis of... B*TCHES.

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