I am still alive....

So tomorrow is my final chem sac.

And here I am, yet again, thinking about how much I hate chem and cbb with this stupid subject.

*sigh*.

It's not to do with the marks at all. Regardless of A+ or E, I think I'm just over it.

Which makes me think how much I have changed this year.

I went through last year's school diary and practically drooled when I saw that I was a straight A student LOL. but, I guess I did work my butt off for those grades.
Unlike this year.
How can I honestly start caring about my grades midway through the year and expect that I ace?
I have the logic of a peanut sometimes.

Alright. 1 hour. i can do it! :) just 1 hour of summary notes, some practice questions.

Everyone (especially me) keeps saying, "It's nearly over, hey?"

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

This wasn't how year 12 was supposed to span out.

me slacking off for the first half and cramming for the last third? D:
Eh, whatever.
I still have (limited) time left.
I'm going to bed, this is so depressing.

I still haven't studied for the damn chem sac.