Girls will be girls...

Humans are temperamental creatures....

But the most temperamental of this species are surely girls.

It's like, in our nature.
It's biologically programmed.
Unfortunately.

Catch us at the wrong time of the month and you will probably pay with your life.

Anyway, what am I getting towards?

I don't know.
But they say that women are the devil's creatures?
They say women are sinners.
They say women are below men.

"They" from thousands of years ago.
"They" who shaped what is left of our morals.
"They" who still govern the best of us... If you can even call it the best.

When I was a little girl, as all asian girls, i was never taught by my parents about sex. Of course not, it's taboo.
I remember when I did found out.
It was another girl in the class, who brought back a tale of opening the door on her parents.... arghghhh o.O
and I was, of course, puzzled.

Yet this taboo activity in current society... isn't taboo anymore. It's used to control people, it's used to fuel consumerism, it's
used.

I wouldn't really say we have forgotten what love is.
No,
there are now those apparent "two types of love"
- the physical
and the emotional.

I think it's kind of.... grappled our ideal, made it unrealistic to some extent.

Let's admit it.
I am a dreamer.

I dream of.... imperfection that is perfect.
It's a girl thing, I guess.

So I'm forgetting to forget how to realise what love is, somewhat.

The people I love the most are the ones who get called "idiot" and "stupid" and "bitch".
By me, of course.
Actually  lies, I only call myself a bitch. I sensor it in other uses. hmmm...
Anyway, it's kind of ironic that when you feel completely comfortable around someone, you abuse them more.
Whereas the people who are "out of your league" or make you feel intimidated, you tend to try harder to impress them or at least be accepted or perceived as normal for at least that short time you have in their company.

Meh, I always do this. I start thinking about something in a meaningful way, then let go of the idea and run off to do something else.
And now it's time for me to run ;)

I just feel like i have been taking my friends for granted.
So if you're reading this and thinking "she's right...."
I probably am talking to you, through my own phenomenally psychotic way of expressing myself.
This is my way of apologising to you.
:)