The internet is such a better place.

I don't even care how creepy that sounds.

<3
^ this is for the girl who seems to make time for everyone, regardless of the fact that I have known her less than 6 months and she would probably be better spending her time on her studies than my stupid worries.

<3
^ this is for the girl who is my sister in spirit. No other description needed.

<3
^ this is for the girl who has been there for me through everything in the past however many years. The girl whom i can spend entire weekends with and feel like it's only been a few hours.

Then there is epple, who pretty damn well deserves a heart too. <3

Lastly, I would like to say that all three girls communicate to me unknowingly that beauty shines from the inside out. They are some of the most beautiful people I know.

No one minus one will read this post. ;) Who is always welcome to.

Sometimes people rub chips off your confidence.
Sometimes people try to lodge tiny chips of glass in your eye and obscure your vision and make you perceive things the way they do when you have a gut feeling that they are wrong.


Anyway, for the people who are facing peril of a similar sort in their lives,
I have some words for you.

I know it seems easy for me to say do this and that, so I won't. all I'll say, if anything, is to stay strong mentally. try not to let it get to you and you always have our support as your friends - we're like a struggle family.

So while I have greatly resorted to the struggle, I am glad I did. Because after a moment of epic joy, I am glad to find friends in this very struggle of its own. Friends with empathy beyond their efforts, and it shines through indeed. Yes, I know I am being vague but this is definitely a turning point in my life.Well.... Not yet. But at the end of the year definitely. :)

I am so excited for university. I keep thinking about it, though I try to tell myself that I should not be torturing myself with the thoughts, when it is of course, uncertain what the future has in store.

Hmmm,....

:) this is actually one of the happiest days I've enjoyed in a while. I will try to be a sentient being..... To some extent anyway. :)