New beginnings...

I guess I have finally started to get serious about year 12. But before that, I need a clean slate. I bought a new alarm clock this morning (hahaha then I went to the library and I swear people walked past as if they thought I had a bomb in my bag xD). I am going to the temple tonight too. :) It has been a while. If you just hold in your breath... things can happen. :) but they need a little kick to get started. I'm kind of glad I reached an all-time low ;) yesterday.... I had that 'what am i doing with my life? Do i not want a future?" moment. I guess I have decided that I do want a future. :) (omg this sounds suicidal, i mean a future as in after vce, getting into uni etc.) Anyway I am tired. It is mentally exhausting being switched on all the time...