Random crap

Windows.
Are annoying.

Well, mine are annoying, because our shutters suck and if you wind them down too fast, they don't wind back up again and I have to get my dad to call someone to fix them.
So I don't really see the point of winding them up or down.
-.-

Eh.

So.

My massive life fail is approaching.

O dio.

Well, not really.
Well, hopefully not really.

I've been so freaked out that I haven't actually been studying.
I haven't been procrastinating either.
Now I know what lilwiseone was talking about when she was saying she was so stressed she couldn't be productive.

IT MAKES NO SENSE.

You know what.
My parents will still love me regardless of my atar.
So i've got to stop putting ample stress on myself -.-

If three or four stupid parents of family friends want to laugh in my face about the fact that their daughter has achieved more out of her 17 years of life than I have, well they need to get their own lives and stop spending so much time in their children's affairs. Taking a leave out of my parents' books maybe.

I, for one, know that regardless of a 30 atar, I have achieved heaps this year;
- emotional intelligence
-running for leadership and getting a leadership position
-tutoring
-giving english my best shot (excl context lol)
-being there for my friends :) ... well the ones worth it.
-finding out more about my personality which i hadn't known before.

Last of all, I have realised that I crumble under extreme pressure. Which is something I still have to work on.

There is much to look forward to after my last exam ;
- reactivating facebook and getting back in touch with friends I haven't spoken to in a year
-my pj date at the movies that I've been planning for yonks
-2 18ths the weekend after my last exam
-seeing atekaysssss <3
-regina spektor with cookie :D

Life is good. I just have to make the most of these few days I have left to prove myself to the world that doesn't care. -.-