A bit of a ditch :D

Well, it's been a little while since I've written in here.

So you might have thought I've refocused.
Well...

A little, maybe.

I'm trying to maintain the same work ethic I want to have in uni -
As much as I say that I'm going to slack right off in my uni years, I know that isn't the case, because I want extra good grades to be able to go on exchange in 3rd/4th year. :D

Meh. I dream big. :P

I wish I could take a gap year.

But I don't think I need it right now - I need a change of surroundings when I have absolutely exhausted myself.
And right now, despite atekay's claims that I am utterly and completely burnt out, I am sure there will be times to come in the future of even greater exhaustion. When I am aiming with more intent than I have now.

LOL i know what i'm saying barely makes sense but now that the english is over, I can speak like a bogan if I want now HAHAHAAAA

Anyway, yeah. Big dreams.

WHY CAN'T I WRITE LIKE A NORMAL IZZLETAY ANYMORE? It's frustrating me.

It's thundering outside. <3