So yesterday was celebration day.
And graduation.
So now I have officially finished high school.
I have officially faced my worst fear of publically shaming myself infront of the entire year level LOL.
Yeah, long story short - singing at the grad mass.
I think I can actually say I'm a little more fearless now, because it was one of those nightmare-like things really.
Anyway, what else?
I've refocused now.
There is officially less than a month till my last exam... and my english exam is less than a week away too. Holy moly.
Not to mention methods, which I would actually like to do reasonably okay in.
And italian too, I guess. But my approach to italian is that even if it a D in the end of the year, I should be happy for the fact that I took the risk to try a subject that really didn't have any personal relevance to me.
Lol I guess it does now. ;P
I think I'm going to get rid of this blog after vce is done.... because schoool wrecked it.
It wasn't personal at the beginning - I never intended it to be.
Then it just... became personal?
The problem is that I always have way too much to say.
I think too much.
I'm really tired too. Muck up day was such a huge waste of energy in a way, but tremendously fun too.
I'm proud of our year level - being able to come together, despite all this craziness that everyone always mentions in passing that I have forgotten.
I didn't cry yesterday hahaha.
I'm not really a crier. I rarely cry.
Is that weird? Are girls supposed to melodramatic and emotional?
Yeah. Well, I can cover the first bit pretty well hahaha.
I don't know. I'm just really glad to leave high school.
There's nothing I would really miss..... besides my friends, who I'm going to see anyway.
The best part of yesterday was easily lilwiseone being allowed to come along :) She was the only one who got me close to tears yesterday ( though unlike cookie, I wasn't really wanting to cry hehehe).
Anyway. Yeah. that's all I have to say. Disjointed thoughts.
Tomorrow I'm going to school to study because the only thing I study diligently at home is paramore and regina spektor.
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